English to Chinese Art/Literary Other 克苏鲁神话相关

And yet, despite my iconoclasm, there was, too, an edge of belief I could not diminish.
Perhaps it was because of the strange insinuations in his notes—the half-statements, which
were meant only for reference to his own knowledge,

这里理解成 影响力和边缘 都不是很说得通，整个句子的逻辑也不太好理顺

希望有大神帮帮